let me do a sum up of this week.

ok. wait. my memory's failing me. i can't rmb everything i did so i'm just gonna blog abt a few events i rmb clearly.

on tues i rmb very clearly. i waited 3HRS for my dear MS LAU YING LI to have our math date. yes. our math date! hahahs sounds cheesy but oh wells. it has been both productive n not so productive because we were deviating and talking instead of doing math at times. i managed to like talk to her abt stuff i nvr got a chance to talk abt. abt how i really feel inside. abt what i really think. abt almost everything! now i know the meaning of "true friendships can't be forged in just a few months" (quoted LAU YING LI). our friendship has indeed come a long way. and it's still going strong. and i'm glad. for the continuation of this friendship despite our busy schedules. for you. OH and i rmb this very funny conversation while i was FULLY concentrating on a math problem.

yingli: eh so where are we going? (for dinner she meant though she didn't say it out)
me: huh. NUS la.
yingli: WHAT?! NUS FOR DINNER?!

and then i looked up and started laughing at how stupid my answer was. my goodness. what was i thinking la. hahahahah! i can see the Alevels taking over me. NUS. boy that was hilarious. i was laughing like mad la. hahaha.. ok that was for tues.

supposed to run for Inter-CCA relay heats today. but because less than 8 CCAs turned up so we automatically qualify for the finals on sports day itself. well. hope it turns out for the best! (:

suddenly i miss the times i spent with eve & co (whit etc) studying outside our 4A classroom in STC. the wind. and the environment. i kinda miss it. somehow we had been encouraging each other. just with a simple hug often. an occasional smile at each other even when mugging. i found joy in studying despite all the stress. but i so hate mugging now. yucks. it's like WHAM! one whole pile of sucky revision to do. so much i dunno where to start. i feel lost. ah whatever. i will get out of my sec sch studying days and get on with life.



I've got it all
but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
and why can't I let it go


ciaos!